- 4 yrs 12 wks 2 days old
- Updated: 25 Jul 2008
- 813 entries
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what a week.
I've not had a good week. I've not cut or anything like that but it's been a tough week. One of our clients took an overdose at the weekend. When I first heard this I was jealous that she had done it, something I couldn't do but she found the strength and courage to do. Then I discovered that she lived and I was angry at her for surviving. She could have done it, she could have achieved it and she didn't. I was so angry.
I know it's wrong to feel like this but I can't help it. The whole thing has got me turned around.
Spike, watch it! This time you seem to be opening your mind to those
knowingly wrong thoughts, the kind of thoughts that won't help you. Even
knowing in your concience this is wrong, this time you are letting your
thoughts wander to the useless "dark side". Think about the people in the
life of that client that love her. They wouldn't like anything so sad. In
my friend's case, I want for her the needed timely professional help that
will save her from any serious risk that a chemical unbalance of the body
may be causing, and then see her with her good powers back in action in the
activities she likes.
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