I know I haven't talked about S in quite a while, and I know that I did say at one point that I wouldn't ever speak of him again. However I need to say things to him that I could never say to his face. So this is my ode to S.
Because of you I fought for my life
Because of you I wanted to deal with my mental health
Because of you I have gone on holiday by myself
Because of you I have a social life
Because of you My heart is open to all sorts of love
Because of you I have begun to trust
Because of you I have really started to live my life and become a different person
I know you'll never see this, I know I'll never tell you this, but here is my ode to you with a great big huge and an even bigger Thank You!