I think I screwed up

So yesterday I was asking a co-worker (N) what the chances of us closing were.  He said what did I think.  So I expalined I was thinking about getting another job, in fact there is a job that has caught my eye.  Before I knew it I was telling him what I've been going through personally and stuff and I started crying.  I didn't want to tell anyone but I couldn't stop myself it sort of just happened.

I didn't sleep last night because I feared what would happen today.  He's going to try and get me some time off and although he won't talk to H about what I said he will tell her I need some time off.  Which mean's she will ask questions and stuff.  Oh shit, what have I done! 

tags: work  frustration  fears  

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